So Yummy!

Two days ago, I was really craving for banana split. So I asked hubby if he can stop by at Baskin Robbins. Gosh! It’s been awhile that I haven’t eaten ice cream. You would expect that I pig out when I ate it. Who couldn’t resist it? It’s really yummy. No wonder I didn’t lose weight yet. LOL! I don’t think I’ll lose weight ever again. But, I have still time to change my eating habits. At least, I don’t have to exercise anymore since I use my biceps when I work. Hehehe! Just kidding! Anyway, I have to drop Entrecard right now. See you later! Have a blessed week to all!

Just an update!

It’s been awhile that I haven’t updated my blogs. I’m really busy these past few days. I worked three consecutive days this week so it’s really hard to get a peek. I even had hundreds of emails waiting for me when I opened my yahoo account. But, it’s still worth it. If God permits that I could still able to work this week, I will be receiving my first paycheck. I’m really excited! LOL! I can’t even wait for Friday to come. I’m really thankful to God for all the blessings. He really answers my prayers. Thanks God! You probably notice in my previous post how devastated I am. But, I’m so glad it’s over now. All I just pray that everything will continue to be fine. That I can endure all the trials he will give me. Right now, I want to thank all who gave advices. Thanks so you much guys. I really appreciate all your concerns. Anyways, I’m sorry if I haven’t visited your blogs back but I promise I’ll do it today.

It Sucks!

Yesterday, I told my friend that I also want to apply for the job she’s working right now. Since my husband doesn’t listened to me, I went out and walked myself until I found a bus stop. Gosh! It’s not easy. It takes me an hour before I get there. Plus, I don’t know what’s happening to me why I never able to get there on time. I guess I’m the dumbest person you’ll ever know. LOL! The bad thing is that I was lost. I don’t know how to get home anymore. So I don’t have any choice but to call my husband who was sleeping that time. He was really pissed. He doesn’t want me to take bus because it’s not safe. But, I didn’t listen. Now, I regret what I did. Imagine walking for three hours! I can’t believe I did that. I would never do that again. Promise! It’s really sucks. Until now, my legs hurt. I realized it’s not really easy without a car. Gees! However, I manage to make my hubby calm. And, I was able to convince him to drive me going to my friend.

Not Feeling Well!

Today is really a bad day for me. I don’t feel good. I feel like I was floating when we went to the store. I blame this for not sleeping early. I can’t sleep without my husband beside me. Plus, I’m afraid sleeping alone. Gosh! I just can’t stand being alone. How I wish my hubby could find a better job soon. I don’t know what to do now. My depression hits me so bad. I can’t do anything about it. I want to cry and cry until I got tired. Gees! When will I have peace in mind? It’s really hurting me sometimes. I feel helpless! I just don’t know. I don’t want to ask God anymore. I don’t want to expect either. Just let everything happen. I guess it’s better.

Rustic Furniture!

I love decorating our house with decors and furniture. It’s one of my fashions in life. It’s a great feeling when you see it organize. We’ve been planning to add some furniture in our living room area. I think rustic furniture is good but I’d rather have it in our bedroom. The style and material looks comfortable to me. It seems you are sleeping in a peaceful forest homes. I love it! In fact, you could see I posted a picture of what type of bed I would get in the future. Isn’t it nice? I’m sure you’d like it as well.

How To Get A Better Sleep!

It’s been a couple days that I haven’t sleep well. It started when my husband’s work schedule changes. He works from 12 midnights up to 8 in the morning. I don’t know why I can’t sleep without him beside me. It’s really weird. But, I think I’m only scared sleeping alone. That’s the reason I researched for answers on how to get a better sleep. And, here’s the answer I got online.

1. Get regular exposure to daylight, especially in the afternoon- I tried to get some sunlight every day but I’m just wondering I still can’t sleep.
2. Prior to bedtime, use dimmer switches or turn off a few lamps to lower the lighting in your home- as what I’ve posted above, I am afraid of the dark. LOL!
3. Don’t allow yourself to nod off on the sofa- I really don’t sleep in the sofa. It’s a pain in the ass.
4. Use your bedroom only for sleep and sex- Yeah; it’s really comfortable if you sleep in the bed.
5. When you can’t sleep, try using imagery and thoughts to relax- yeah, I tried this one and it works for me.
6. If you haven’t dropped off within about 20 minutes, get our of bed and read or engage in some other quite activity- this also works for me. I even do some exercise just to make myself tired and sleepy.
7. Put the alarm clock out of sight- this is definitely true! Looking at your clock will only keep you awake.

Reference: E-diets article