Monday, June 8, 2009
Today is really a bad day for me. I don’t feel good. I feel like I was floating when we went to the store. I blame this for not sleeping early. I can’t sleep without my husband beside me. Plus, I’m afraid sleeping alone. Gosh! I just can’t stand being alone. How I wish my hubby could find a better job soon. I don’t know what to do now. My depression hits me so bad. I can’t do anything about it. I want to cry and cry until I got tired. Gees! When will I have peace in mind? It’s really hurting me sometimes. I feel helpless! I just don’t know. I don’t want to ask God anymore. I don’t want to expect either. Just let everything happen. I guess it’s better.
Posted by joytoy at 6:14 PM